Almost Desperate Housewife wanna be

all the single ladies

put your hands up in the air

yea, I'm a single ladies. Single doesn't mean I don't have a boyfriend. It means that I haven't got married yet. Why I talk about this? The fact that is too hard for me to find a single lady to have fun with as friend nowadays makes me wanna talk about it.

Monday.

What about Monday?

Most of people hates Monday. They even make tagline about it : "I Hate Monday".

Well, I don't hate Monday, but I don't like it either. Not because I have to work again, but the opposite.

On Monday, I have hours to do nothing. I only work for 5 hours and then nothing to do. I always do my job at workplace, I never pending anything or you can say that I have the ability to make everything done by it's time. That is why I don't have to work extra hours at home.

This is not really matter for me until today.

I feel like I'm too depending on my boyfriend to text me because I have a lot time to wait for him. In another place, his place, he's busy. It will ended I become angry because the late response from him, which is not his fault. He is working, sometimes we have signals problem. But moody me, I always easy to get angry.

Usually, when I have a lot of free time, I will go to the beach or river, or somewhere with my friends. But here I am now, reading, watching, or blogging.

Where are they?

Where are my friends?

I realize, the older I am, the smallest circle of social life I have. Not because I don't have friends but because we have different life. Some of them are married, of course they are busy to take care that little community. Some of them work far away from Waingapu, some live far from my house and I am to damn lazy to visit them, some been busy with work, etc.

I can not just call and ask them to come and hang out with me anymore.

Then I take more step ahead in my mind about what I will be when I got married next year. I planned to be a housewife which means more free time than now. I even planned not to have baby until 6 months. Now, I change my mind.

I think I won't wait that long to have a baby.

I am starting to think home business that I can do at home to passed the time.

I have some in my mind :

1. learn to sew, old passion, designer wanna be

2. take cooking class if they have it in Kupang

3. freelance writer/translator

4. open a tutorial lesson for math or anything (I'm a teacher)

5. having a stall, selling whatever the neighbourhood basic needs

Hey, I have a lot of options! I just need to choose.

Well, the most important things in life is how we enjoy our time and use it wisely, right?!

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